Wasuranai Kara

~~ You’re a fucking idiot. What if the damn stuff kills you?

--it wont kill me. see how im still alive? ill be fine.

~~ And what if you’re not? This might be some bad shit, you know…you want to be a damned addict?

--if it means i never have to think about anything then bring it on. and even death beats the emptiness.

~~ Drugs magnify emptiness. You knew better when you took the damn thing.

--shut up. you never were much help. the last thing i need in this god-forsaken place is a damn conscience.

~~ It’s the first thing you need. Besides, what about Rumo?

--what about him?

~~ He cares about you.

--the hell he does.

~~ Like you never said anything you didn’t mean?

--ive always been careful about what i say to who. i just decided i dont give a fuck.

~~ If that was true, then what use would you have for a little white pill?

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